Transition from my scary world to Bangalore-y world

Please decode all numbers in brackets in blue to their corresponding alphabets .
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15
P Q R S T U V U W X Y Z
16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26


(2-12-15-15-4-19-8-5-4), (6-9-18-10-14-7),(3-18-15-15-19-6-9-18-10-14-7),(12-1-20-8-9-3-8-1-18-7-5),(3-21-18-6-3-23),(3-15-18-4-15-14) are among the few words I learnt in my early childhood and are so blended in my life that their absence make s me feel unusual about the present but… its relieving.25 years have passed, the situation there remains the same and the same words welcome every newborn etching every fragile mind with the dirt that has poisoned the world today.My pair of eyes has seen (2-18-21-20-1-12-11-9-12-12-9-14-7-19), (2-15-13-2-19),(2-21-18-14-9-14-8-20-15-23-14) and what not.That picture never fades away from my mind and every time I think about it, a tear drop washes my anger away.
Being in Bangalore for about 7-8 years now has changed me as a person.When I first landed in Bangalore as a teenager, it really amazed me with so much of exposure, host of other things to see and learn, different kind of people around me. I remember something funny. One of my batch mates in freshman year was my room mate in our college hostel(She was bred in Dubai).It was pretty frequently she used to say ‘ I am going to cyber cafe’.I used to think what on earth can this ‘cyber cafe’ mean which sounded to me more like something related to space.So I once decided to go to her cyber café and to my surprise ‘cyber cafe’ meant ‘internet’.I had never used internet before.After that incident, everyday back from the college till late evenings I have spent time in internet café using it for everything but INFORMATION.
My 4 years of graduation went pretty well but had there been some mentor, some guide to direct me,I would have been able to do more than just my studies, perhaps like Sunayana (or may be I was not smart enough to get the things done on my own).whatever it is,I have changed(rather I had to change).Better late than never! behooves me.I will try to leverage the facilities and grab opportunities to make up for the lag and do something cooool!